I'm a 23 year old wife and mother. I absolutely love it.
I'm in love with pretty much the best guy in the universe. His name is Jon and he loves me for me- despite my craziness. I never want to be with anyone else. This man completes me. Together we make a great team. Simply put- We're awesome.
Unconditional Love
My kids are also the best. Alexander Nicholas my fiesty five year old who my day would suck without, and Emmalynn Kaylee. My simple and sweet two year old. :) They run around, rarely clean up after themselfs and their listening skills are less than perfect- but I wouldn't want it any other way.
I live in Ohio.. Which is by far the greatest state in the U.S. OF A. We have the Buckeyes. That alone makes us great. I'm an avid Buckeye fan and during football season you can find me at home on game days watching and cheering on the boys. Some of my favorite things are Love, Music, School, Mac and Cheese, Vitamin Water, fluffy blankets, hoodies, snuggling with the hubby, books and hugs. I'm sassy. I can be the kindest person you've ever met, or I can be the meanest. It depends on how you treat me. To get respect, you have to give respect. Learn it, Live it, Love it. I'm funny, emotional, over-dramatic, hyper, nerdy, childish yet too grown up, angry, kind, shy and outgoing.
I'm nerdy and proud of it.
Music is LIFE.
Chamber music rocks my sox.
Disciple, Pillar, This fires Embrace, Underoath, Kids in the Way, 12 Stones, Thousand Foot Krutch, Flyleaf, Skillet, Emery, Big Dismal, Relient K, Day of Fire, Staple, Kutlass, Family Force 5, Demon Hunter, Spoken, Deliverance, Casting Crows, Jeremy Camp, Mercy Me, U2, Coldplay, Cold, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Blink-182, MC Chris, New Found Glory, DJ Mangoo, Dj Skribble, Yanou, BoA, Do As Infinity, Every Little Thing, Ayumi Hamasaki, Utada Hikaru, Yoko Kanno, *Nobuo Uematsu*, Aikawa Nanase, *The Pillows*, ? 30 Seconds To Mars, Evanescence, The Used, Rascal Flatts, Tim McGraw..
Entry 22: January 23, 2005. *The kind of love-I want. I
want the kind of love where there's intelligent conversations, but
where we can still talk about nothing or stupid things just for fun. Hugs, warm one, especially on cold days. Laughter, everyday.. Hard, happy laughter. Soft, passionate kisses, the kind that bring you to your knees, and leave you breathless. Trust between us both.. Forever. Tender touch, that warms the skin and takes every word from our lips. Romance that leaves a tear in your eye, and a longing in your heart. Passion between us both. A hungry one, that amazes us both every time. Understanding, that we're individual, but in our hearts, one. Unspoken words, that form in our hearts, and will guide us to each other no matter where our thoughts lay. Faith in everything, everyone, our love, and our God. Mostly I want a love that can't be described in words. I want a beautiful escape from reality.
I wanted the above.. I realize now.. I don't have it. I did, once.. and I long for it now. ************************* Where have you gone my lover? What must I do to pull you back to me? Dear lover, my only love... How did I ever lose you? How did I let you escape me...? Lover.. I only long for you.. For what we had. Lover.. Come back to me. Love me like you once did and I promise never to forsake you again. Make me blind to the perils of the world. Make me long not for worldly things, but the pleasures of a higher love. Show me the passions of life and love. Show me the promises of truth. Come back to me. Love me like before.. I will never forsake you.
